Mazame Kucaracha

hehe!

2006-02-10T06:45:00.000-08:00

hehe!!wohooo!!yay!!all my frens passed their o levels!!hahakx!!congratz to fazli ,wawa,mr mus n shila!!keke!was there when ms ho announced the results..seriously..i was the one hu's nervous...keke!tk tenteram seyy selagi tk tau..keke!now itx gonna be our turn...but i dunno wads gonna happen cox i dun even noe how to realli sit down and study cause dats just not me..keke

erm...had fun todae at band cos finally ai cum..hahakx...so long nvr spend time tgther at band hor...hehe! todae band...sum pple voiced out their flings in band...hahakx...very cute sia hassan...hehe!so fierce..like wanna fight lykedatt..keke!farni sia..keke!erm...today not so tiring...cos itx rainin most of the time...tml ade lagie...den mayb goin to see la salle and NAFA tml...after that nk ajak mimie ngn ivan merayap!!keke!!gie bugis arh!!keke...ai...bler nk main bowling??aku nk save duit nie...dah smangat ni gue..ekeke!ok la...byk songeh sak fai narie...keke!aniwaes...nite2..keke!nk gie skul siang sok ...keke!tataax

2006-02-04T07:20:00.000-08:00

.............................................duh!

2006-01-30T04:30:00.000-08:00

2006-01-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

everything changed...i wanna change too...like how others change...there wont be animore turning back...everything sucked!so long suckaz!

&%#&#&^&^$#@%@^$&%(*&!!!!

2006-01-17T01:49:00.000-08:00

haix...cant delete the past...so sucking...i hate evrything now!i dun wana go to school!!so sick of everything...n i'm so damned not reaady!FUCK!ergh!!

untitled

2006-01-11T05:58:00.000-08:00

all i ever wanted was just love,comfort and support from you...but u gave me otherwise...i'm so hurt...i just cant concentrate on anything.....gud luck to me....haix.....

hie

2005-11-22T06:47:00.000-08:00

hi...dunno wad to say...atleast i blogged..

ARGH!

2005-10-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hie..hmm...dah masok bulan ramadhan yerk...dah lame fai tk update..hehe!sowie la paz...com oshak..hahakx!!boring seh..skrg kat skul....tkde mood!!dah lah lambat gie skola!!argh!!tu la bace buku lagie!kan dah tertido!bongek betol!haix..tkpela...bukan selalu...mesti amalkan selalu..bez jugak..hehe!haiyo...apela nk jadie ngn fai nie...exam...I NEVER STUDY AT ALL!!WAD THE TOOT!i really regrett it man...haix...nemind...dunnoe wat to do...hmm...
Wawa & Fazli-Congratulations fer passing yer Prelims wif FLYIN colours!hehe!gd job!ALAH!!asal aku lupe nk bwk hp!!haix...hmm...dah la gie skul sampai skula aru kai stokin....naseb tk kene berdiri kat atas stage..hehe!dah get ready seh..haiya...wad a bad day i'm having...hope it doesnt stay long...tatax

hehe!

2005-10-03T18:30:00.000-07:00

haiya...dese com ah..when wanna realli ok also dunno la..hehe!

i'm back!!

2005-09-23T12:03:00.000-07:00

Hehex!!keke!!i'm so heppi...hahakx everything is changing...n its a positive one...luUuuRRvve it!keke!hmm...
Fazli...
hehe!2 mths already ah...keke!gud gud! i loiike!..hahakx gud luck fer yur o levels ...i noe u can do it!hehe!hehe!see?i'm mad already...hahakx
Fazryl...
hehe!thx fer being wif me when i'm down..hehe!i'll always be there fer u too k bro...hehe!i'm realli glad dat ur craps are here again to haunt us...keke!like ghost like dat..keke!hmm...hahakx!werth the money toppin up my phone...hahakx!gonna sms like hell...hahakx!!yay!!hahax!or maybe yaabadabadoo!!hahakx! like u...hahakx!mr fazryl...hahakx!
keke!mayb dats oll fer now...hahakx...hav no idea wad to sae already...issha is sick and she's damned noisy!cant stand it bt wad to do..hahakx!hmm to everybody...gud luck fer ur examz!hehe!tatax! muackx fer my bros..haha!

maaf smuanya....

2005-08-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

Fai nk mintak maaf kat faz ngn ai...slame nie fai byk susah kan korg...i'm always wasting ur time together...it wont happen again...i will just keep everything to myself..or i can find a teddy bear to talk to....i'm sorry k guys...i'm just a burden...sowiee.......haix

haix

2005-08-28T15:29:00.000-07:00

haix...i have nothing to say...haix....ya allah ya tuhan ku...kuatkan lah semangat ku untk harungi hidup ini...............

Haiz

2005-08-27T19:27:00.000-07:00

Haix...i dunno why i find life is such a dread now...haix...like there's no excitement except problems popping out here and there...realli had enough of everything...haix...just hope that everything wuld end soon...!!

2005-08-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

i'm just a fucking tool!pple!if u wanna use me fer ur own advantage...uSE LA!! I DUN EVEN CARE ANIMORE!!!SUCKX

2005-08-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

haix...i'm so lost without my brothers...canT survive...no mood..haixx patah seblah man...haix...hanya allah saje yg tau my feelings nie...haix...nemind.......have to face it one day too...mayb its time??haix...i dunno...dah takdir gaknyer...

My sis!

2005-08-14T17:31:00.000-07:00

Name: Nur Issha Bte Ismail

hehex...dese lil gerl here has become a part of my family already..we lurrve her so much..she's soo pampered..man...point dat can get...i get wad...she also get...haha i meant as in guitar n hp...gosh...she's soo lucky...haha

2005-08-08T20:20:00.000-07:00

ArGh!!!!!i'm damn sick of everything already!!!haix!!life suckz!!everything sucked!!i feel like killing my self!!!i hate myself!!!haix!!!!!arghh!!tok yang!!='(( i dun fee like goin through life animore...haix...help me...

[u have never appreciated me...i feel sorry for myself...sorry fer getting to noe u...i'm so hurt...all you think is about yurself...never spared a thought fer me...i have done wad i can do ...haix!!!!]]

sumbody plss kill meee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!="((
i'm in pain...........
so unbearable..........

2005-08-07T20:36:00.000-07:00

haix...i'm soo afraid...haix...i dunno la...dun feel like sayin here...nobody to tok to...haix...

2005-08-06T18:57:00.000-07:00

Hie...tis been a long time since i updated my blog...well...nt dat long la...its just dat i dunno wat i wanna sae...i'm just speechless...a lot of things are goin on...a lot of conflicts...misunderstandings...problems between my friends...i just dunt noe how to handle it anymore...just too tired to take charge again...i wuld like to realli say thx to my dearest fren ...azura...she has been a great friend..very protective...i loiike...haha...she's just the gerl hu is very sophisticated..cool...and damn farni...hu can change ur mood from bad to siao...haha!she's the best...hehe!!BuLUbURn!!we LuuUvEEeeEEee EeEuuUUU!!!hahakx!!n wawa lurves u too!!haha...hmm...tok yANG...nxt time...i dun care watever ur reason is...no egg la fai nvr eat la...i dun care...dun wait fer me to eat...ur health matters more to me k...i dun want u to fall sick...later ai scold me u noe...hmm...aniwaes...watever it is...dun get near that RIna...she's dangerous...I HATE HER...I WAnna KilL her...too bad u say dosa...haix...aniwaes...take care of urself kiex...hmm...fazli...ur exams are nearing...i'm glad dat u changed fer the better...i want u to pass with flyin colours...so that u can get outta this school...bt dun get me outtof ur mind!kekeke!!=pPp!!hmm...aniwaes..i wanna wish u luck fer ur o'levels!haha...n dun ferget to visit our band!!hehe!!k la...gtg..hehe!!muacks!!fazryl..see..i update already..keke....ada ckup pjg tk??keke!=pPp!

2005-07-31T20:45:00.000-07:00

here are some pics taken....

Friday...
INVESTITURE
man....took our ranks...den we played songs fer the graduates...after they played fer us...what a day man...dunno who choosed the song...so sad man...without you...played the song...or shld i say cried when pple was playing the song??man...when yusry started his solo...cant control the tears already...sakinah cried already...den tears started rolling...haix...i realised that today is thier last day with the band...playing with their instruments...wonder how they felt...haix...so sad...lookin at their faces made me cried harder...haix...bt aisyah consoled me...yea..fazryl...ure rite...they graduate doesnt meant we cannot contact them anymore rite...life still goes on...den after that we had dinner...aqeel soo poor thing...he did messing...gave pple food...at last he has none...and i saw him like scrapping the leftovers...so poor thing sia...i cannot stand it already...took his plate...brought it to my section's place...den everyone donated him food..hehehe...hope this kind of things never happen again...den we took a lot of pics together...haha after that we went to the hall and played a game...very fun...need to find out the person that they meant...keke!my grp won...haha...after dat had our usual traditional dance...den disco nite...danced with kartigen...until his indian gerl friens snatched him away frm me...haha...fine...nvm...haha...hmm den performed our special item...played the song itz all about you...had a gRrrReat memorable day...hehe...graduates...wish you guys had a great year n future ahead of you...hehex!muaacks!

2005-07-25T19:19:00.000-07:00

haix!!!why must there be investiture??!!!haix!!sux man!!haix!!gonna miss all of the graduates...haix...man! i hate inveSTITURES!!!haix!!well...haix...In a moment, everything can change....

2005-07-24T22:05:00.000-07:00

haix...so tired....since fri man...at UCC...phew!lucky itx over!4 dayz nvr tok to fazli!!!ahh!!!can go crazie man!!!oh god!missed him...haha...well..he's studying aniwaes...dun wanna disturb him...hehe!realli wish him luck on his exams!!hehe...hope u pass with flying colours!!nitex faz!

2005-07-17T14:21:00.000-07:00

arlowee!!!haha...dunno wat to say ...hehe...now in the comp lab...nth to do...so bored....hmm...later gt meeting in the band room...aniwaes...my fingers still hurts ...maybe i think i folded to many stars...haha!hmm...quite fun la...did some bad things hehe!!give sumbody those destroyed stars...served him right...well...overall...enjoyed my weekends with ma bandmates...haha...aniwaes...was surprised dat ibrahim called me when i was at aishah's house...wat de hell??how did he noe??tk tau malu se...kol umah org ...tapie carik org lain...wat nonsense...ask me also nonsense things...which i think can be asked the next time we meet rite?haiyo...waste pple's phone bill...hmm...he say gt magic..magic ur head la...hahakx...hmm...i'm dead bored rite now...smsed faz...he nvr reply...i think purposely wan...hey...u dun like dat ah...i say smth serious...u surely change topic...dun hide2 things ah...haiya...headache ah..haix...fuzzy...so long nvr chat with u...hmm...ur bithday is nearing...haha...hmm...wanna giv u smth during investiture or ur bthdae ah??hmm....i think i noe...haha...well gtg la...so bored sia...chiaox...

2005-07-16T21:03:00.000-07:00

hahakz!had a great day today!!haha!!band was ok...after band...went out with aishah,syahrul,mimie,lil toOOt!,sakinah,ashika...hahakx!to do the investiture thingy...bought some things n went to aishah's hse...there...omg!!hahakx!!laughed like hell!!esp bout aishah n syahrul!!hahakx!!laugh until stomache cramp man!!hahakx!!!den went home...hahakx!soo very the sunyi man!!!so i walked with ashika....den walk2 she very the so "quiet"...den...suddenly...PppRRRaAaAp!!! hahakz!!!muakakaka!!whakakakah!!!she quickly grabbed my hands!!hahakx!!gosh!!she stepped on a big snail!!poOr InNoceNt thingy man!!hahakx!!she was like feeling guilty coz she stepped that VEry Big snail to pieces!!omg!!the little guy was not even halfway thru his journey man!hahakx!!i laughed like hell!!all the way home man!i tink the pple hu saw me might think i'm craziee!!hahakx!!k la...hahakx!!gtg already!!keke!!stomach cramp!!hahakx!!adiox!

2005-07-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

haix!!!life sux!!!fazryl!!!!cant concentrate...haiz...wherever u are....if u are reading dese...missed u!haix...today sucked!!cried in band like a fool...i was freakingly angry and sad...haix!!!culdnt play anything...opened the band rm door ...hit mr chan also didnt bother to say sorry...haix!!help me!!!life wont be the same...i'm alone...all alone.... :'(!!!

2005-07-13T18:12:00.000-07:00

haix...band today no mood...i cant believe dat i cried??!!WHAT THE TUT!!??had to go to the ladies in the middle of the song??omg!haix...sowie...just culdnt cntrl my feelings...a lot of things is goin thru my mind...haix...thinkin bout fazryl...thinkin bout fazli...itx killin me man!haiyo...dunno la...time is realli flyin fast...haix...i realli dunno wad to say...i hate the sch song...no mood to play properly...dun care bout that another mr tan(james)...yikes!his voice..ahh!!can make my armpit hair stand man!!uggh!den be4 dat cleaned my uic cupboard with the help of mimie..ivan..n ah miao hu took my feathers n took pictures with it...haha!stuffed pple in my cupboard...including me...haah!sakinah n syahrul was all askin each other to go in..bt refused..haha..funni...showed hidayani the things abt the uic...she was kinda lyke eager to help...hehe!i'm glad...kekeat least she showed interest in it...u go gerl!keke...i think...i threw a lot of things..haha!hmm...tons of plastics...boxes n maybe i think i shld also throw the hangers ah??hmm...very the menyemak seh..nvm...at least a bit organised...thx to mimie n ivan again...hehex...band ended at arnd 3 lyke dat den we're dismissed...talked to yus abt the ranks..boy was he nt heppi with wat he get...hehex...nvm...werk hard nxt time yus!hehex...hmm...i tink i wrote too much already...well...gtg...adiox...

2005-07-11T13:57:00.000-07:00

haix...dunno wat to say...now at skul...i'm very glad that everything dat had happened yesterday is over...hehe....realli had a long day yesterday...had to distribute the flyers bout the newspaper thingy fer tml's CIP...haix...i dun wanna tok much...no mood!!life sux!i hate everything around me...haix...bt nt my loved ones ar...my real family n my nt real family..haha..haix...fuzzy...when u want dat card?just tell me as soon as possible...n dun ferget to wait fer me today ah...same time...haha...u shld noe...keke

2005-07-10T21:32:00.000-07:00

dese is me n my lil sis issha...hehe!cute rite??had a hard time persuading her to wear that hat..hehex!

2005-07-10T15:24:00.000-07:00

hie!!haha!hmm...yesterday...had a wierd dream..haha!i dreamt bout faz...haha!weird coz..i get to imagine his face...haha!bt doesnt seem to be 1.7 smth like aisyah told me...keke!aniwaes...sowie fer makin u wait fer me to reply...i didnt noe u were waitin..hehex...well...got lotsa hmk to finish ...n guess what??i havent even started!!dead!!haha!ahh dun care la...no mood to study already ...cant wait fer wednesday...haha!racial harmony day!!bt gt dat stupid CIP...sian loh..bt nvm...haha!after dat gt band...gonna be fun..haha!k la...i'll stop here fer now...keke!wanna chat with faz...hehe!adiox!!

Look!datz my family's charlie's angels...whakaka!!

2005-07-08T14:36:00.000-07:00

hmm...hehe!
.:::.fazryl.:::.
a very sweet bro of mine...always there to cheer u up n give u advice when u need one or when he does nt think wad u are doin is rite fer u...hehe!realli brings out the sunshine in me...haha!bt i dun like it when he says he's the sunshine in the night...hehe...sounds sweet bt nt sweet when u noe the real meaning...haha!well..aniwaes...just live ur life to the fullest...hehe!
.:::.fazli.:::.
gonna help u find the perfect card...keke!hmm...this is my most lUuUurvEeeEEavble bRother in my whole life...keke!lurRve my abg!very the sweet..caring..thoughtful...n my favourite part bout him is dat...he is sensitive...keke!lurve to make him angry...haha!sukenah termenong...haha!his favourite pastime...hehe!1 thing dat i realli wanna hear is his voice....haha!berbual punyelarh pelan...fullermark!kalahkan pompuan..haha!tapie kalo dah pekik melebeh...hahakx!k la..haha!i'll leave it till here...gonna update more nxt time...hehe!

2005-07-06T19:25:00.000-07:00

Finally...my com is ok...keke!hav a lot of things to say...haha!but no mood...maybe tml i'll update more...buaix!

2005-06-29T13:46:00.000-07:00

MisSeD Fazli...again...haha!hmm...maybe wanna make him smth...its been a long time since i talked to him...have a lot of things to tok to u faz(li) haha...too many bros dat i call faz..keke!hmm...today...o'level's oral examination...wish u luck!hehe...school just reopened and homeworks are a load...hope i can cope...1 mth nvr sch...very lazy olreadi...must buck up...hehe!bt i obviously enjoy band...even though playin without gettin to see yur face faz(li)...nt enjoyin u noe...if nt can see u tune the band...haha..den after dat poncet...keke!had fun laughing at you...keke..well ...maybe not for long anymore...left 1 mth before u graduate...i realli hate the werds 1 MONTH Hate It so much...faz(ryl) shld noe...haix...bt realli have to face reality...haix...hope i can tok to u soon faz(li)...lots of things to tok about...i'll find time to haunt u...whakaka!well...have fun...enjoy ur day...gtg now...muackx to both my broz..

2005-06-27T14:01:00.000-07:00

Haix...long time since i blogged...nie pon curi2 update kat skul...haix...life has been very bad lately...haix!!i realli dunno wad to say...i hate my life...i miss my bro...i dunno wad happened..haix!can anibody tell me??i realli need to noe..i'm soo confused!Haix...cant sms now...maybe can sneak some...haha!evil me...poor mum has to pay the bills...surely faz angry wif me...keke!sowie..haiya!see la...now cannot sms u already...gonna miss u ....kalo nk balek jgn lupe bilang faiza...impt...kalo julia....byk nyakat faz...blg faiza...nanti faiza bab dier...keke!dun go bek ah...hehe!aisyah...jage faz baik2...hehehe..hmm...fazli...wad telah happen?haix...its ok la...i have to face it one day...bt i want an explanation from u...haiz...so sowie if i had let u down....haix!!i'm nt at all enjoying my life k ...i wish u all the best in all dat u do....haix...pls tok to me soon...

2005-05-31T19:33:00.000-07:00

Haix...julia,
aku harap kau tabah hadapi dugaan nie smua...aku paham perasaan kau...losing trust in yur bestfriend is realli hard...i've gone through these before...and...i can tell u that..it takes a lot of strength to forget all these...bt aniwaes...u still gt both ur beloved moyangs...hehex...hope u'll cheer up...
Mimie...
cant wait to give u n ivan ur gifts...haha...hope it'll be useful to each of you...hehe!well..fer one thing...if u cant reach ur high notes...u can use it to help u...heex!i guess u shld noe wat it is already...hehe...nemind....hehe..at the end of the day...u will also find out wat it is rite?hehex...dun worry...i'll help u carry out ur mission...or shld i say love mission??hehex!so swt of u to do that...hehe!
Fazli...
Sowie dat i didnt get to pass ur msg just now...i didnt noe that u wld msg me...which u usually don't...haha...well...there's always a nxt time rite...i off my hp...sowie...n please update ur blog longer can??u updates all sooOooo Very The LONG ah..haha!

Well...today was sort of boring...coz gt stupid remedial in btwn band...ahh!!didnt get to play much man!!nt fair!!stupid remedial...den becoz of the remedial...didnt get to do counter march...ahh!!!nt fair!!...after band...NCO meetin...fer sec 1 camp...first aider..me?OMG...haha!nvm...i'll try my best...hehex!i guess it wuld be kind of fun...aniwaes i'm interested in emergency kindof thingy...haha!i like...hahaha..den waited ALONE in school...until 2...went fer chemistry remedial fer 3 long and sleepy hours...in btwn...there's tests n break...break was fun...our gang...as usual...crapz all the way...hehex...had fun...the tests wasnt too hard...haha...went home...everybody gt wet...except me...haha!!cos i was the one hu wet them...keke...poor nurul..haha...AsHraF BunGE! sikit2 majok...mepek se...kalahkan pompuan...tk tau malu!!haha...walked home with azura,wadah n haikel...den separated...hehe...well...overall...had a lot of fun today...thx to my gang...kekex...k la gtg...tired of typin already...haha...faz...pjg tk blog faiza narie??keke!!=pPp!

2005-05-30T18:44:00.000-07:00

Haix...i have a lot of things to say...bt i'm nt allowed to say...just have to keep it to myself i suppose?n suffer myself??maybe dats the best thing i should do...haix...hu cares aniwaes?...

2005-05-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

i'll shut up...

2005-05-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

You were everything...or shld i say u W[a]S everything??haix...i dun noe how to express my feelings animore...suddenly i felt numb...i feel like cryin bt there seems like sumthin is tryin to block it away...haix...i feel alone...lonely...n its realli unbearable...nobody seems to understand me...haix...i feel that i did badly in my M[y]E...i feel that i have let my parents down...haix...nvm...i'll achieve higher nxt time...haix...my legs are aching...PTI...had to carry n look after issha fer almost the whole day...coz mum had to see sis's teacher...as usual...she was nottie!!arghh!!cant take it!!haha!bt cute la..haha..saw Shila n gang..hehex!funnie sia..Shila..excited..haha!sae that issha's cute...haha!den shila touced her cheeks...keke!n issha..de 'mOSt' luvly gerl...go n tepis her...haha!so bad issha!haha!huda was like..."gud gerl..i also dun like dese kakak...beat her summore!gimme five!" haha!nottie!hehe...den shila act sad...haha!funnie...hehe...den went here went there...climb stairs...n down beck...haha!tired sia...issha...perspiring like hell...ahakx!den cannot tahan already went back...see mum...tok to ms Lee bout sis...again...issha's hand was itchy...teacher was talkin n she took slips again n again n expect the teacher to take it n say thank kiu...haha!Ms Lee was smillin...haha!lucky she's patient...hehe...went to pioneer mall...beli barang dapur...went home...n after a while...went out again...sumwhere la...very sad...rainin heavilly at first...den it stopped...now at home....feeling exhausted...well...gtg now...nitez...

2005-05-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

Haix!today...too many shocking news...cant take it!!haix!must be strong...haix...k la...i'll stp here...haix...nitez

2005-05-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

xXxMy Best FriendxXx

We've been friends,
since i dont noe when,
days went by ,
and we became best friends.

You're as cool as the nature,
i find it hard to face,
i noe u are older,more mature,
and far beyond me in some ways.

Time fly past,
as i adapted to you,
little did i noe,
dat i've grown too.

You mean much more to me,
than those who i like den forget,
they're the clouds and u are the sky,
where i can watch you while they go by.

May we spend our special days,
with the happiness of one fer two,
and if we must go our separate ways,
let my love remain for you.

We've just been friends and now u are going,
but please dun leave without knowing,
i love you as my closest ,dearest friend
i hope we'll remain forever friends.

I thank you for yur loveliness,
that your friendship's brought to me,
i wish you fer your wellness,
BuT U'Ll AlwAyZ bE dEeP wItHin Me!
xxXxxMuacKZxxXxx
to my precious n lovable bro :Fazli
xXxM[i]S[s] E[e]U [l]O[t]Z!xXx

2005-05-24T16:59:00.000-07:00

Haiz!i realli dunno wat to say already!one request frm me...BeRhENTI BANDINGKAN AKU NGN S**l*!!kite tk same k!dier bekas kekasih kau!aku adek kau!tk adil kau nk banding kan aku ngn dier!tk sume pompuan same k!pls open ur eyes!haix...!!dah la...aku btol2 speechless...haix!

2005-05-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

haix!i'm so sorry if my werds here hurt you...bt u dun hav to ignore me rite...k...i just keep every single sorrow dat i'm going through myself...haix!!i'm just afraid of losing you...haix! i noe...there's nth to be afraid of bt...haix...i need you...realli need u in my life...haix!bt nowadays...haix...dunno la...u were always there fer me last time...i just hope that if u have any probs...i culd help you...you are too precious to me...i dun wanna let go....haix...i'm soo useless!!!!!i'm sorrie faz....miss u lotz...haix

2005-05-22T14:04:00.000-07:00

haix..i guess..i just have to get used to missing you...my life is realli gonna change...haix...nvm...i'll just stupidly stare at ur pic...i dunno wat else to do...haix...my life sux!gud luck fer ur o levels...

2005-05-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

ape salah aku??asal kau uat aku gini??kau suke kan ngk aku derite mcm nie??suke kan!tk sms tk ape...apesal nie?kau ade prob...tk nk share ngn aku tkpe...aku paham...aku tk pakse...tk ya buat bodoh kat aku kan!saket hatie aku...saket...ntah kau tau ke tk ...haix!fazryl!!i need u now!!my abg doesnt care bout me!!='(!!dier dah tk perlukan me animore...he has a new life...i'm just a history in his life...history...in the pages of his heart...i'm a nobody haix...i'm so hurt...hu cares...haix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-20T20:09:00.000-07:00

Dunno wat to sae....bye

2005-05-18T22:31:00.000-07:00

i just dun like it...haix!!i'm just a stupid damned ass!!!Ihate MYSELF!!!i'm always hoping fer things that culd not ever happen!!i realli hate it!!!am i making a big mistake??i noe u dun need me anymore...now u've gt wat u wan right?other than shila....i hope ure heppi faz...i'm worried bout you...damn it!hu cares!here i am...sincerely being yur sister....haix....n there you are...always askingme to find a new bro...olwaes asking me to...kau nk sgt ke??!!aku tk nk!!!haix!!tapi kalau aku ade lebeh dari satu tk sala kan?haix!!yes....ur lastest question... hmm...exam dah bes nie...tkde plan nk cari abg baru?haix!!dah la...aku tk tau ape nk cakap lagie...:'(!!!errghh!!!i just sux!!!my life sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!buat la ape kau suke faz...asalkan kau bahagia....haix...sowie kalau aku ade uat salah kat kau....aku tau aku tk perfect...byk buat kesilapan...gonna miss ya...haix

xX stabsheartxX

2005-05-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

haix...dunno la...everything is gettin wierd...dunno wad to say...haix..band was fun ...ok ...giv up...nth more to sae...bye...

2005-05-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

hehe!dunnoe wat to write bt faz ask me to update..haha so that he can visit my while i visit his...funnie...keke!uat org suspense je ckp cam faiza ade buat salah gitu...keke!rupenyer faiza ngn julia buat aisyah heppi sbb jln ngn dier...keke!baru abes balik amek specs baru...keke!malu ah nk kai...keke!pakai je lar..haha!k la...dah tk tau ape nk ckp lagie la faz...keke!chauz!take care

2005-05-12T22:22:00.000-07:00

haix...just wanna ferget everything ....wouldnt it be better if i culd lose my memory n only noe dat i belong to my family??haix i'm so hopeless...well...coming back to reality...i dun like missing my bro...realli hurting...bt so what??hu cares??i'm just an invisible rag doll.....haix..well...life just sucks fer me...

2005-05-11T20:42:00.000-07:00

i'm soo fed up!what kind of qns is this??--->kalau aku mati ape kau uat?
hah!stupid question...nk sgt matie kepe?kalo leh aku nk buat bodoh je...haha!so...dese is another way to tell me bout yur relationship..AGAIn? hah!well...i dun wanna noe...ok so u are tellin me...kalo ko matie faz leh jadie giler...haha!gd..i can help him by sending him to IMH..den u saed i was bad...ofcoz nt la!u think wat?i so stupid issit??i'll even look after him until the last of my breath...aku ckp gitu..kau ckp..oh baik nye...isnt dat sarcastic??duh!den u sae....'abe kalau kau jage dier abes-abesan sampai sikit pon aku tk leh jage.. aku nk jage sape?hantu??'eh minah...kate kau da mampos! tibe2 tukar topik kau hidop balek...tkde ujan tkde ribut....mepek sak...eh...biler nie aku jage dier hah?!aku dah elakkan diri aku darie dier sbb tk nk bende BODOH cam dulu jadie lagie...kau nk ckp cam nie lak...tk cukop lagi ke??den baik ah tu konon nyer ckp..."haiyo.abg sendiri pon tk amek tau. die ade bisol pon kau tk amek tau ke?"eh!dah tentu dier matair kau kan!aku nk care ke tk buat ape aku nk bilang kau??nk step bilang konon...dier ade ckp kat aku...aku dah berubah...ckp aku dah tk sayang dier lagie...semenjak dier rapat ngn kau...hah!kau ngk!aku jgk kene!i do dese all fer u BECAUSE YOU WAN HIM TO YOURSELF...see what i get??penat aku buat nie smua tau!tiap2 mlm aku try rawat luke kat hatie aku ie...dah la rindu abg aku!erghh!!den kau mintak maaf....ape ape la shika...den kau ckp asal kan kau bahagia je la...hah!patot nyer..asalkan KAU bahagia je la...ukan aku....duh! kau ingt aku bahagia?duh!dlm mimpi ah !hmph

2005-05-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to see that everyone arnd me is heppi again...keke!i hope i wuld be too...well gud luck to all the relationships goin on arnd me!!keke take care!

2005-05-07T17:42:00.000-07:00

CIBAI!!!SAPE YG GI MASOKKAN HP AKU DLM WASHING MACHINE NIE??!!!!NK BELIKAN AKU HP BARU KEPE??!!EEERRRRGGGHHH!!!!

2005-05-06T12:25:00.000-07:00

well...nth to sae...except fer plainly one thing...miss my abg....nvm...bye

2005-05-06T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hmm...Here's a lil message to all my fwens...
~Fazli
well...i wanna wish you good luck in ur exams esp ur O levels...make sure you pass hor!i dun wanna see yur face again...haha(actually i dun even wanna let u go)haha!too bad...hmm...hope ur life goes on well...ur relationships...ur dreams...n everythin...always remember dat ur sis is always gonna be there fer you no matter what happens...K!smile always n take care!lurve u!...ur sis...
~Shila
hmm...hehe!dese mak cik kecik of mine...keke!!likes to poke pple..hehe...very the cute n "quiet" gerl..hehe!!well...hope u pass ur O levels with flyin colours n make the sch proud..keke!i noe u can do it!!go fer it!keke!take care!
~DuRiAn
Thx fer being there fer me when i'm nt heppi...keke!!so touching u noe...n esp the SURPRISE bthdae cake..haha!!realli had fun!thx guys...u re the best!keex!PssT!!=pPp!
~Fazryl
The kind n caring bro of mine...hehex..always there to help u when there is probs on yur way..hehe!a very sweet guy...n...Pls STOP SAYING THAT U ARE THE SUNSHINE IN THE NIGHT!!i ask ur gerl gigit u den u noe!keke..remember ur promise to me...dun worry...u are gonna lead a heppi life k...treasure ur loved ones...take care!
~Aisyah
a very friendly gerl....bt dun u dare make her blood go upstairs...haha!very fierce also..keke a band mate of mine....and also sort of like my sis...keke...well...study hard fer ur exams...hope u pass with flying colours!keke!take care!
~Julia( Lurve DoGter)whakhakha!!
a very crappy fren of mine...keke...hmm...why do we always get the same marks fer our exams??keke!!maybe its what i call fate..hah!hmm...take care and thx fer all ur nasehats on my probs...gud luck fer ur exams!keke!
~Azura
mane wawa??ahakz!these fren of mine is always so cheeky..hehe!even in frnt of teachers...ekeke!very fun to be with n very the cute!!keke!She's serious in her studies...sure can pass with flyin kalers!keke!BuLuBuRn RrRraWkZ!
~Aqidah
My best pwen!!keke!long time nvr chat with u...keke!dese morning i saw u...in the bus...keke! actually i walk pass already bt i miss seeing you so i patah balek..keke i lambai2 u looked sort of shocked..keke!agaknyer kau terpikir...hmm...sape pompuan giler yg lambai kat aku pagi2 nie??keke!well..hope u study hard n dun fail2 ur tests like me...keke!!gud luck!
~Hidayani
my cute n adorable lil god sis...keke!cut ur hair again ah?so short already u noe...keke! like to give her flyin kiss..haha!hid gerl...do study hard hor..dese yr streaming...do well so u will get to go to the stream of ur choice...coz no point if u get to go sec 3 bt u dun get ur fav subjects...later no mood to do well k...take care n gud luck!muackz!
~Ashika
My favourite junior in ma fav band--->BlCb!keke!she's a fast learner...enjoyed teaching her...hmm...gud luck in ur exams..dun stress urself too much k..u are doin fine...thx fer the gift..ekeke bt nxt time..giv to me personally...dun need postmen...bt yg anta post women kan??keke...ok la...take care!
well...did everyone get my msg??haha...i hope so...so tired of typin already..k...i gtg now...Chauz!keke!

2005-05-01T19:24:00.000-07:00

haix...duno wat to blog...nemind...at least i wrote smth here...haix!!

2005-04-30T19:35:00.000-07:00

Haix!Y?y?alot of pple said that i've changed...is dat true??well...i'm nt sure myself..hmm...now..i'm very...
-defiant
-sloppy(?? i also dunno...ask fazli)
-damned lazy to study
-playful
-well...practically...i think i changed...haix...everybody lecturing me...here and there...everywhere...my mum....my dad...my abg...haix...i just dunno...i have lost my concentration in studying...haix...i realli wish to help my mum...they have pinned all their hopes on me...bt i realli cant concentrate...haix!!if only anyone culd help me...haix!

2005-04-26T17:35:00.000-07:00

Heex!I'm so heppi todae...hehex!well...
Mornin-went to school with fazli...haha!funnie man!keke saw him olreadi i feel like laughin..hehex!bt i control lor..haha...can see his singlet sia!carry bag olso dunno...haha...neber mind...den on the wae...we talked....although i cant realli hear wat he's talking about clearly...haha! soo soft man!hmm...nvm...i noe he's shy...haha...den gave me his cute pic!!aww!!haha...well...he's damned worried that he dun look nice...keke bt i told him dat...appearance doesnt matter cause i noe him thru his heart...haha..hmm...reach sch...saw ramizah...den we went our separate way coz i go with ramimie see ivan...heex soo swt man!RAmimie,lIl TooT n Eve Gave me e EmIlY WalLet!!heex!!thx guys!!i didnt even realise that itz been a long time since i got a real wallet again...haha!i realli appreciate it!!hehex!i feel like cryin man!SooOo touched!keke...hmm...den mother tongue class...ramimie used her new bottle den splashed water on me..haha!!chey !lucky like water droplets onli..haha!!cooling man!i dunno how to use...i squeezed the bottle n accidentally wet azura!!hahakz!!mine was nt droplets...it was a fountain instead!!haha!!den julia olso kena frm me!haha!my bthdae...bt i was the one who saboed pple...keke!!very nottie of me!!hehex!hmm...den ramimie n azura tore pices of paper n blew it at me...haha!i looked like a girl with lotsa dandruff sia!!soo bad!!!neber mind!!keke!den...nth happen.den nth happen...den ashraf ...haha!stupid sia...todae gt NAPFA test...i turned 15 todae n he was like..sOoo excited n laughin at me...coz he thought gerls also must do like the boy's pull up...hahakx!!everybody was laughin at him!kekex!as usual...his face turned red...startin frm his ears...haha!den recess...was buyin drinks when shila pulled my arm..saed heppie bthdae to me...hehex!touched that she remembered...kekex!!thx!Milo n gang also...hehe!!thx!!..well...overrall....glad that i didnt realli kena sabotaged..well...i soo heppi todae!hehex...hmm..n aisyah!!thx fer wishin me n early bthdae wish..keke!yvonne n jeswan too!thx!
Birthdae Wish:everyone to be heppi n WERLD PEACE!

2005-04-23T14:16:00.000-07:00

Haix...i've forgiven u shika...bt i dun tink we can be like last time animore...itz too hurting fer me to totally ferget everything that u did to me...itz nt easy...yur last wish...is fer everyone to be heppi lyke last time...me..fazli...n u...bt i dun think i wan that to happen again shika...cause ...again...u will nt be heppi when i'm heppi with faz...i asked u already...n what did u ans?"dunno"...isnt that what i meant...history will REPEAT itself again...i dun wanna be hurt animore...i'm soo sorry...yur last wish cant be fulfilled...haix!!!

2005-04-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

haix!i get it now ashika...i'm gettin in ur way...datz what u think...u sae..
'the truth is tat i m juz jealous tat faz can make u more heppi den im........................'bt do u realli think i'm heppi??i'm nt k?!i have to deal with the fact that my abg...whom i've known barely 3 yrs now...is gonna graduate soon...n hu noes he might ferget me olso...like what my best fren did to me before...i dun wan history to repeat itself...itz realli hurting u noe...i noe u gt ur probz of ur own...i also have mine!i'm soo dissapointed about what u did to me...these last few days...u chatted with me...in a very hurting way...u noe y?datz becoz when u tok...u kept hinting to me that i'm in ur way...fazli n ur relationship's....what do u think i am??perampas??gosh...i thought i culd trust you since ure my adek akt...yet u made me look at u in a diff perspective..haix...get this straight...i'm nt disturbing ya! if that's how u think of me...i 'll just let u have ur own wae...i wont care...haix!!!i hope u and him will be heppi foreva....i'm sorry faz...

2005-04-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

haix...a LOT of probs goin on everywhere...here n there...haix!!this is realli hard!!i just dun understand about couples...y cant they be heppi with wat they hav??Especially the girls...jealousy always takes over their mind n soul...n guess the effect...they wuld alwaes have bad thoughts...when their boi is heppi...olwaes say that they gt new gerl la...den if nt true...they will sae...somebody is tryin to snatch their boi away frm them...n guess wat?? even their own godsis get blamed...haix...why cant they understand??y?isnt it easy to understand??i dun get it with u pple...i'm soo dissapointed...very very dissapointed...haix!

2005-04-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

Hmm...today...felt much better den yesterday even though nt much difference...haix...my frenz made me realised smth realli impt...thx guys...i talk it out...SOON...haix...mimie...i'm soo sorry fer wat i did ...i realli didnt remember...sooo sowie...nt intentionally...soo sowie...very sad u noe...haix...k la...chauz...i'll try to update everyday...PS:eee!!!i NEED TO PLAY MY INSTRUMENT!!i NEED MUSIC!!!AHH!!WHY BAND STOP!!??HAIYA 1 MTH haiyo!

smuanya da berubah...

2005-04-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

haix...semuanya dah berubah faz...aku minta maaf kalau aku ade buat kau tersinggong ke kecewa...aku betol2 kesal...tapie aku tk le kawal perasaan aku...aku tk tau camne...tkde org tau...aku minta maaf...aku minta maaf....haix!!:'(

2005-04-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

Yay!silver!at least we mantained!!haah!but...haiya...must buy julia a drink...haha!!nvm..kekex...well..i think we worked realli hard fer it...haha!stupid judges!judge too strict todae..haha....wat aizat sir saed id true...they todae smth wrg lor...haha!!nvm!nxt nxt yr...ashika...u betta work hard hor!!get gol d or at least mantain our standard...k? well...best of luck lors...heex!nitez!

2005-04-09T21:26:00.000-07:00

HeYyA everybuddi!!haha!!MizZed everybody!haha!soOooooOOoo long nvr blog already lor...haha!!well...todae had a lot of fun..haha morning as usual ...band...quite fun...i dun understand y people keep saying that playin that two songs over n over again is boring...i dun even feel bored playing it...haha!!i'm enjoying every single moment of it man!haha!well ..i just feel tt every single time i'm playing it...itz my chance of improving lor..datz what keepz me goin!!hehe..well...n gt smth bad olso la...bt i dun realli wanna tok bout it lor..haha!stupid tailor!if no time to make ...call me la..i cum and help...everytime wanna make me run here run there...i wont be able to survive w/o wee wee lor..haha!nvm..i'll try my best!hehe! afternoon...went to jp with ramimie n lil tooT! keke..i kept givin ramizah the 'electric shocks' lor..haha!sooOoo sowie hor...keke!!den afetr dat studied at gek poh KFC...saw shila n dunno anwar or azhar....twins la...both look alike lor..haha! they also studied lor..den ivan send us hme...ramimie..stayed with me fer a while...haha!had her reasons...i dun even wanna noe..haha!at 9 lyke dat she went home...haha n here i am now...typin my entry...k la...datz fer all todae!!haha!!hope we culd at least get a silver!!keke!!

2005-04-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

haix...soo long i never blog...haix...just dun hav the mood lor...well...nth much happened la...actually gt a lot la..bt no mood to tell lor..k la...wanna sleep...so early ah...ahh..hu cares...

2005-03-29T21:11:00.000-08:00

Hmm...today....Mrs Goh MC...early dismissal...so bored lor...sat with julia..see her do hmk...den go fer sectional..olayed fer 30 mins...den some of the durians came...continued playin...haix..den eng heng started his crap den we went home...

My sis sux!

2005-03-28T17:32:00.000-08:00

Band's assembly performance...280305
hmm...
made a few mistakes...during the first few bars of the song...the whole section did not play...hahakZ! i counted the rest bars...den i guess it was time to up my horn...bt den aisyah n the rest nvr up...so i followed them nor...haha!den suddenly realised that its time for us to play already...quickly play sia...haha!den continued playin...on and on and on and On..until the end of the concert...Hope there would be no negative feedbackz...well...i think..THINK la...we did fairly well...can la...at least can play...bt i guess we must work even harder to reach...hmm...bronze maybe...i just dont have the feeling that we could get either silver or gold...haha...so julia...if u lose...u must buy me a drink....=PpP!

2005-03-27T21:05:00.000-08:00

Faz went to malaysia...he smsed me..bt den i was still asleep...saed gd mornin...bt he did nt tell me that he was goin to malaysia...passed msg to ashika ...tell me not to miss him coz he go malaysia...haha!one day onli??woah...ramimie soo heppi...ivan's beck...caught in a jam...n he's bus sick...keke...poor thingy...dat durinan is gonna be rotten fer a few days i guess..haha...jjk...well datz fer tonite...at least i blogged...boring sia today...reboot my com...better olreadi man...soooOooo glad...haha k la nite olreadi...nitez...see ya tml...muakx!

2005-03-24T22:18:00.000-08:00

Hmm...todae...
Pe:
Mdm Idayu was sick again...Mr singh took reliefed us..haha!cute sia..we all act stupid...esp the boys...act as if they dun understand how to do jumpingjackz..haha!!we did over n over again..hahakz!stupid sia...hahaz
English:
as USUAL...mrs teo...always hav problems with her ear...stand sit stand sit...after pe still need to exercise...nvm...haha!healthy...keke...stand cannot drag chair lor...bt pple purposely drag..just to irritate her...hahakx!!
Dnt:
Yay!theory!no mr leow!!haha!mr sim teach us....boring olso becum fun...start his crapz...haha!
Recess:
nth...haha
Pure Literature:
cute CutE CuTe.!!cant pay attention!!hah!!n ITR Rm...why ah??maybe becoz...i paid full attention by watching bao wei running outside the hall...hahakz!!duno how many rounds sia....keke!!
CME n LE:
haah!borrowed tape frm mrs teo...den she giv me soOoo little sia...where gt enugh!!keke bt thx aniwaes...
BreAk:
LooKed n searched fer ramizah lyke hell!!dizzy sia!!haha...called her...smsed her...while hiding my head in my bag..haha!!i looked stupid sia!!haha...den my skirt the wind blow..ahh!!hahakz!!lucky nobody saw!!haha!den saw eugene..haha he accompanied me..kekez...talked to him lots...haha missed him sia....soooOooo long nvr tok alreadi...well...very fun haha
Malay:
need to make sentences...hah!!my grp...damn noisy!keke!den must present sia!!teacher sabo me!!ahh!!stupid sia must use mic sia!stupid!cant escape...so just read lor...hahakx!!nonsense!
went home...forced my mum to go jp...haha!!kai kai...ahakz..walk here walk there...den go home...take bus...Gt TAIL!!!!haha!!! bt no chance to pull it...hahkz!!the nxt task to do is to cut a strand of the tail...fer me to keep fer memories..kekex!!well...i'm watching ikhlas now...hehex...k la gtg ...see ya guys tml!!...maybe ah...hehex..nitez

2005-03-23T21:25:00.000-08:00

dEaD BoReD!!

life sux

2005-03-22T17:12:00.000-08:00

hmm...nvr update my blog yesterdae...haix...yerterdae..i was soo stressed up...hmm...maybe toOoo stressed up...haix..bt luckily eng heng cheered me up...hahakz...tok crapz den tok den start craps again den "kiss" him gudnite...yux! hahakz!jjk!haix...sleepin time...very fed up...i dun wanna eat my stupid medicine...haix...mum lectured..says i too stressed olreadi....every day band bAND BaNd non STOP!haiya...i agree actually...so stress man...the one week vacation is like the normal sch week sia...mon~wed...camp..thursdae thought of studying...fainted the whole day...den fridae gt band AGAIN...sat...fainted again...den sundae dig up my bag...a lot of hmk...siao liao...do like hell ...damn tired...tml sch...teacher say a lot nvr do...so give etra time...walao!!i do like hell u noe!!!EVEN THOUGH I NO TIME!!NT FAIR!!errgh!!i really no energy already...no mood to tok crapz fer the whole day like i usually do...i feel like giving up man!!now till the syf day...everydae must go band!!ahh!!no time also must die2 come..walao!!everytime...after sch exhausted..sumtimes gt remedial...den go sectional/individual...den go home...shower..no time to rest...do hmk hmk hmk...no time to revise...my marks all droppin!!damn it!!!now...my throat pain...my jaw...i tink out of place alreadi sia!!too much blowin horn i guess...i cant even chew properly sia...all i just swallow...haix...really stressed already...i dunno wat to do...i dun tink i can plae my horn tml...haix...realli hurting sia!!i dun want to screw up my life okay!!!haix!!my life sux...well...maybe the only way is suicide??haix....

haix

2005-03-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

life is realli gettin bad...realli bad...

hey!!

2005-03-19T22:15:00.000-08:00

well...i hate my hubbiez!!smelly!!keke!!(huh??)<---only the flute section noes...hahkz!!well...i think...i'm in luv??keke!!!with??hmm....hmm...hmm....hmm...hmm....hmm.....hmm...hmm...hmm....hmm...hmm..
maybe....haha!!hmm....i think with the tail man!!aww where's the tail guyz??guess wat??i pulled it again these evening!!wohoo!!keke!k la...havent touch my hmks yet...die liao!!keke bye~!!!~

haiya

2005-03-17T21:00:00.000-08:00

Finally hav time to update my blog...still a bit exhausted after the camp but hey...everybody improved a bit...esp tuba =PpP!haha but i just dont have the feeling that we culd make it...haix...but hope so la...hmm...went to watch HiTcH just now...haha...quite fun..with my sis...made a lot of stupid jokes...she laughed like hell...haha!!i lurve makin jokes...ahh!!ramizah!!u olwaes get to ride the bus with the tail!!ahh!!!i miss the tail!!keke!!n i truly realli missed my hubby...keke!!!well...my fav chinese drama start olreadi...u are the one...must die die watch liao!!haha nitez!!

soo tired...

2005-03-11T22:42:00.000-08:00

today was a really long day...went home...have to bathe fast2 den finish that old teo's hmk...den help my sis put on her NCDCC uniform ...which was a hard werk...kekex!den rush to school with her...haiya..wear uniform olso shy2...keke!i very bad liao...ask her to wear her cap...so that she looked like a boy...ahakx!!well handed the hmk up and went fer band...tt was aisyah's bthdae todae...so i ashika n sakinah went to jp to buy her a gift...sort of a belated one i guess...haha well..its the thought that counts...haha...aniwaes...hope she likes it..haix...todae band very the sad...even though i'm in the syf...hurray!!bt i dun think its fair fer ashika...she werked realli hard...n i realli thought that she deserves to be retested...bt what's done is done...it cant be undone animore...bt i told her that she still have a chance...n she will realli werk hard fer it...i hope she wont feel too bad...i have faith in her...i'll teach her watever i noe bout band....i promised to...haha if not she will kill me...haha...well...datz oll fer tonite...i'm toO sleepy olreadi...guddie nittie!!

hehex

2005-03-10T08:02:00.000-08:00

To my dearest frenz...ramizah n ivan...hehe thx fer cheering me up yeaterdae...i realli appreciate it..an i am feeling a lot more betta...n thx to ah miao n julia too...heeex!well...today is realli a heppi dae fer me...i've been feeling miserable since i didnt study fer my exams...my mistake...well partly...i hav to finish the stupid cme thingy..so i didnt have time to study my dnt i realli gave up man...reach school also never even bother to at least study a bit...but guess what??i passed!!!ok...dnt:24/40, lit:16/25...well...i failed my maths only...sooOoooOOO sad!! bt i'm realli gonna focus now..i dun wanna waste my time animore...hope i succeed!heex

haix

2005-03-09T09:36:00.000-08:00

my life just sux...haix...y must my life be like this???y must pple olwaes use me fer their own good???pple whom i realli despise!!like muhammad ashraf!!u think i stupid issit???i realli fed up with you!!ders lots more!!itz just that i dun wan to mention ur name here...i'm sure u will noe hu u are....think bout what u hav done to me...does it do any good to you??haix...i realli hate my life...y must i lead these kind of life???cant my life be more normal??

FINALLY!!

2005-03-08T16:15:00.000-08:00

yay! finally!!exams finish liao...haiya!!i fail my e maths again..by 1 mark AGAIN?!!arrh!!nvr study summore!!haiyo...bt nvm...todae gt sum of the papers beck...hmm...maths:14/30,Chemistry:20/25,SS:14/20...heheex..nvm...i'll work hard..keke..hmm...luckily i finish olreadi the stupid lisan...keke!!gt 18/20..hahakz..didnt expect sia...i went to the front...smile2 at teacher...tell her i scared summore..ahaha...maybe its luck...tml get back malay..keke hope i pass..well...today nth much happened...the onli thing that i'm frustrated about is...ahh!!i didnt get to touch the 'pig' tail on the bus!!err!!keke!!ramizah??she even get to board the bus summore...if i noe..i follow sia!keke...nvm..not fated to pull the tail today...wait fer tml...after band...ramimie n little tooth<--bt betta call little TOOT!! keke..we're gonna pull it tgther..keke!!cant waet sia!!hehe

i dont get it!!

2005-03-07T21:30:00.000-08:00

haix....haix.....haix....haix...haix....haix.....haix...

yay!!

2005-03-07T19:00:00.000-08:00

yeah!!First time pass my phy n geo dese yr man!!keke!!eventhough just pass hor...still heppi...at least my mum wont nag dat much..keke...phy:13.5/25 Geo:16.5/20...kekex...ok la tu...haha..hmm...ramizah...dun wurry la...u dun hav learning disorder liao...haha!! learning disorder can get into pure pyh n chem class mehz??nonsense!!keke!well...dun wurry..i'm sure u'll succeed in ur O'Level exams nxt year hor...hehex!well gd luck in evrytin dat u do..keke

yay!

2005-03-06T14:30:00.000-08:00

I found my lost happiness...been 5 years now...haha...listening to the old casettes..songs that remind me of him in the past...our relationship...that i wuld never forget..and never ever will....tis was the best moment in my life...bt it all hapenned too fast...i dun even noe wat realli happened between us...hope to see you soon ...even though seeing u made my heart beat soOooooOOo fast...=PpP!...bt i realli missed ya...I'm going back to our sch...to meet ur sis soon...tis Been 1 year since i never met her...=) hope to hear frm her soon...Luv u luq(man)

SUX!

2005-03-02T18:00:00.000-08:00

I'm beginning to hate every single one of them now...really sux...lazy ass!!

Phew!!haix!!Exam today sux!!

2005-03-01T19:51:00.000-08:00

Todae very the sianz!!haiya...after taking the exams...everybody not heppi sia!esp...ramizah's dear..poor thingy usually he likes to smile bt today ah...phy test hard rite...face soo glum...ramizah so worried...hehe..caring sia!!weeewiit!!hmm...today nth happened much...except the stupid SS test!! Mrs Goh Stupid sia!!Never tell us to learn confrontation...skali exam last question 12 marks...abt confrontation...after test the whole class ask fer re-test sia...all dunno wat to write....Pple cracking brain ...Azura heppilly sleepin in front...dream bout me summore!!HmpH!!=pPp!bt overall....just glad that phy,geo,chem and ss(maybe) is over!!hurray!!left Dnt,Malay,Maths,Lit..english...dunno when...keke...well gotta go now! see ya ...when ah??hmm...maybe after this week...keke bye!!wanna rock the whole buiding !!Playin horn time!!Go HoRnIeS!!! =D

Haix....i feel sooOOoOOoo Useless now...

2005-03-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

Haix....i feel sooOOoOOoo Useless now...i just cant seem to cheer my brother up when he's upset lyke last time...now everything is different...realli different...things around me have changed...i soO upset bout it...but hu cares rite...haix...am i not doing the rite things??haix...i'm so miserable...if only i could help my brother get what he wants....bt the thing is ...i cant...haix....i'm USELESS!!i cant even help my brother out!!Feel like killin myself....haix...I may seem heppi...bt the fact is that...i'm realli annoyed...esp with my friends...bt nt my best friend:Ramizah ....ofcoz...its the other friends...i just couldnt trust them anymore now...they have shown their true colours...wait till i have!haixx...life sux!!

Heyya!!

2005-02-26T20:33:00.000-08:00

HeyYa vrybodie!!

Mazame Kucaracha

hehe!

*&%#&#&^&^$#@%@^$&*%(*&!!!!

untitled

hie

ARGH!

hehe!

i'm back!!

maaf smuanya....

haix

Haiz

My sis!

smuanya da berubah...

My sis sux!

life sux

haix

hey!!

haiya

soo tired...

hehex

haix

FINALLY!!

i dont get it!!

yay!!

yay!

SUX!

Phew!!haix!!Exam today sux!!

Haix....i feel sooOOoOOoo Useless now...

Heyya!!

&%#&#&^&^$#@%@^$&%(*&!!!!